my life story

selamat hari rayeeee!!!!

2009-09-23T03:31:00.000-07:00

Masa sangat cepat berlalu..tak terasa Ramadhan semakin hampir di penghujungnya.
Sepanjang bertemu di alam cyber ini, Sepanjang waktu menulis, memosting artikel ...tak semua perkara yang menyenangkan mata hati kita....andaii ada kata-kata dan kelakuan yang kurang manis dan mengguris rasa...iza susun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan setulus hati...semoga kedatangan lebaran kali ini membawa seribu erti bagi diri kita dan seterusnya akan semakin berarti......insya'Allah.

sElAmAt HaRi RaYeeeee!!!

2009 Iftar wif cousins

2009-09-17T09:58:00.001-07:00

hola readers..

Im bck frm lOoooooooooong away frm ani social networks website couple of months..you can can see my last entry..till tis mth baru i update fUuuuuh..sikitnya lama hahahaha

So today entry nt abt my bf..boring kan asik2 blog ttng my bf, hehehe...today im going to write ttg Iftar wif cousins ONLY.......

Tis cousins is my dad side,we hav our gathering at my pak long's daugther & son's hse..
its start at 6.00pm,bt im werking so mi n my sis came at 8+,its was fun spent the whole nite talk & laughed..mmg laa i know all my cousins tapi tk begitu rapat..time raya baru dpt jumpa dan bual2 bt wif tis gathering rasa2 mcm da lama kenal hahaha..baru je uat gathering dah begitu rapat..mcm2 kita smua plan..nk g holidat sama2 laaa hopefully laa eh..im looking forward nxt yr Chinese new yr ea??..eh,eh my company tutup 3 hari tau hahaha..oklah byk typing pula here sum of the pic i took frm my kak2 sedara fb enjoy =)

mi in the center wearing white shirt sitting down(left num 2)

All my abg2 & adek sedara

p/s:tomorrow will b the last im meeting my bf..dia balik kampong for raya..sowwie dear,tk dpt tag along wif u..tapi nk sgt rasa suasana raya d kampong haiz..tapi bsk cyg tdo rumah ayg kan?? Eeeeee besttttt nya tk sabar nk spent last time sama2 kt my hse plak tu..first time tau,blh tdo lambt2

2009-06-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hola readers.. setelah lama menyepi kan dri dari ber-blogging..kini aku kembali ber-blogging formal betol ayat aku nie hehehe..i was dame bz tat few days..fuhh kepenatan tk terkata

Oh yea..yg aku janji2 pada kalian..da apasal laa..kt aku nie,today my entry formal sgt. okay watever laa..bck to my entry for today, okay remember my last entry?? i jus mit him last sunday its was supert duper funnnn laa..he came to my werk place,n we went to catch movie sebelum tgk wayang we went to his fav fasfood resturan KFC he look so CUTEEEE..tat day hehehe okay these r sum pic tat i took

Spent the whole day wif him.talk & laughed as usual

isn't he look cute?? hehehe

Werk start at 10am tomorrow opsss..i mean today da kul 2 pon hehehe..tonite ada REKEN PARTY AT FORT CANNING...YEPIIII i wanna enjoy till pagi hehehe mcm betol je aku ni..i will upload sum pic nxt entry

p/s:wat is reken party??its is a hair show part..dpt free entry agi for us hehehe best nya tak sabar bsk =D

2009-04-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hola beautiful readers...

I know! I know! Its been too long since I last blogged.Apologies for that been too busy..baru hari ini dapat kembali aktif berblogging...

Okay quick update abt myself..firstly i have to switch brunch from parkway parade to vivo city dame tired..yes,im very tired even thought jus take one bus to vivo..bt the journey its abt 45min..DAME tired okay..lagi with the customer yg very demanding,yg keja high pose OMG mengada2 betol..but over all i love the shopping center besar GILAA..LAAA byk branded boutique..dpt gaji blh lah shopping yepiii...and oh yes nak pergi sentosa pon senang..naik monorel dri vivo.. senangkan kan??ermmmm..rasa2 nk g pulau sentosa tis sun wif who??wif my boyfie laaa..

ohz yeah,tis coming sun i wanna mit my boyfie..rinduuu gila la lama tak jumpa,Hmmmm... I miss my boyf ie la..my bday on 10may n his on 10 jun..but we decied to celebrate tis comming sun..coz lain hari dia bz..can't wait for the day cyg..you know what??yesterday i jus bought him a present..kalau nk tahu what i buy for him..and where we going to celebrate check it out my nxt entry okay

p/s: i mizz my kwn sekeja sOOOO...MUCH rindu gila kt korang really.i miz jack yg gila2,my kwn sekerja yg lain yg very helpful..wen i need help mesti diaorg tolong,mikki yg selalu i always gaduh rindu tak dpt gaduh lagi..hahaha and my boss yg baik hati,perama and at times suka mara-mara can't forget the memories gila sama2 happi sama2 kena mara same2 haha.. 3 mth i will be at vivio yes 3mth tapi kan sedih juga laaa =( & of course i mizz my boyfie..the most org yg i miz the MOST hahaha

Im in loveee wif tis song!!!

2009-03-11T23:56:00.000-07:00

hola readers..

Wooowww,, BCL is back with her latest single TENTANG KAMU. MV Released : May 2008 MV director : HEDY SURYAWAN Okay to tel you guys im falling in lovee..not falling in love wif sumone eh.. hehehe but this song!!Look at bunga sungguh cantik & anggun bila sudah bergelar istri kepada Ashraf sinclair .

Bahkan di Rumah Sakit, Bunga Citra Lestari - Ashraff Tidak Terpisahkan

Tgk tajuk 2 sungguh romantic kan??SUSAH dan senang dirasakan bersama. Termasuk ketika Bunga Citra Lestari dan Ashraf Sinclair dirawat di Rumah Sakit Abdi Waluyo, Menteng, Jakarta Pusat,Bunga yang dirawat lebih dulu sakit usus Sedangkan Ashraf menderita demam berdarah..Mereka berada di bilik nomor 101 Ruang Kirana. Ashraf dirawat sejak 11 Januari .Issskk sungguh romantik kan??

p/s:I wish i would b like them =) aniway can't wait to see them kt rancangan SEHATI SEJIWA tomorrow

life!!!

2009-02-18T02:33:00.000-08:00

halo readers..

kali ni entry tng orang yg berjaya menambat hati aku DAHULU..Ya my ex bf..yg mana satu eh??i got alot of ex hehehe..ngada2 betol ayat aku ni hehehe..ok2 my ex yg satu ni nama dia ACENG, aku tak penah cite kat korang, korang, pasal ni and mmg sampai saat ni aku masih ada hati dekat dia,nama dia tertulis dlm ati aku ni sampai bebila..sungguh rumit tapi aku hilangkan perasaan tu bab skg ni aku sudah ada org yg betoi2 syg kan aku..i write tis entry jus to luarkan perasaan ni..

On 14 feb mi dikejutkan dng sms dri my ex short sms"hai mariam ni aceng dah lama tak dng khabar"at tat time its was 12+am i was a sleep already.. than esok pagi nya i quickly eply..mmg lama tk dng khabar..since before i broke off wif my last ex bf..selalu juga i contect wif him bila i hav a fight wif my ex bf..dia lah org yg tempat mengadu..dan selalu tak jelak2 dng masala aku..at times aku suka ungkit2 kisah lama n argue issshh..tk blh lupa bt dia sentiasa mendengar..at tat time i was like nk lepas geram wat he did to mi tk mature la aku ni hehehe..bt still dia pendng setia..

Love is too complicated...i missed those moments when we laugh together..tease each other those moments was memorable..i remember the moment i tel him not to leave mi..n i promise to be by his side always..susah senang sama2..but those words n promise are left as memories.i never wants to look bck but did you know i miss you?even thought time may find somebody new..but from the bottom of my heart ur name is always tertulis d dlm ati nie..Why u come bck into my life??after i hav found someone, and did u know if u keep calling mi n tanya khabar..i will keep thinking of you n goshhh..silap2 i will curang wif my bf...isssshh i knew i can't do tat..my bf is part of my life..tats is wat life is kita tak akan dpt apa yg kita nk

p/s:i write tis entry jus to luarkan perasaan ni n to let go all the feeling abt how i love him,missed him and longing to love him...n to my cyg, sory cyg bab tak berterus terang abt my feeling towards my ex =(

2009-02-05T23:31:00.000-08:00

Hola..

Now I will blog as random as possible la..i know,i know I haven't blog for million days hahaha..
So many things had happened this days..Ouhh.i was .dame tired taw..imagine i werk 2 week before C.N.Y dame fucking tired taw..ya 2days no off day..bermakna 14 days i werk berturut2 imagine ??therefor i have no time to put up new entry haiz.

So mmg byk gile la benda yg ter'jadi.Okay here is quick update..

-New year eve mi n my boyfie celebrate..countdown at esplanet,no pic of us la only i took pic of bunga api dame lawa la..i will upload later.

-Before C.N.Y 2days i been weking like hell fucking tired..but sempat buy my boyfie sumting its like bemudues tapi corak2 line2 trend skg bt tapped cut..wOoo..i like

-3days my comany tutup kedai hehehe..so me n my family went for shot holiday..MELACCA we stay at a famosa apparment not bad la..bt the food i tel u guys dame tip-top(the food only hahaha)

-The best part my sis hav contect wif all i think onli 1 quater of my pri schmate &classmate..wOoo best gila n the best part agi my sis dpt contect wif her chidhood frend. hehehe..i use to remember he n my sis use to playing together catching each other sampai both of them jatuh dri bukit kecik when both of them rushing nk kasi mkn kambing at ego garden at tat time our sch garden was like farm la..ada kambing, ayam..dan tanaman sayur-sayuran dah mcm tempat farm plak hahaha tats was memorable moments ..
Tats wat my sis sent email to him n you know wat dia eply?? Wah lau... Feed the kambing eh... I think the kambing die already la now... hahahaa....ya the kambing die bcoz of u all la.. kasi mnkan supose bukan makanan kambing tu hahaha..aniway im happi dpt contect all of the them all the memorable moments terimbas balik..nk jadi bdk kecik balik la hahahaha..can't wait for the sch gath..

-AND now while im typing tis new entry i chill at home ,Ouhh my rest day came to the end tomorrow will be the same rutine..Arrrrrggg I HATE IT!!!

SELAMAT tinggal 2008..

2008-12-28T09:05:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT tinggal 2008..dan selamat dtg 2009!!!

WoW sudah nk masuk tahun baru pejam celik,pejam celik dah nk masuk tahun baru kan??..ramai yg pasang azam baru nampaknya.mestilah kan?? smua org nk ada pembaharuan dlm idup??Okay my azam nk perbaiki dri dan seterusnya menjadi tahun ni sgt hapening dan cool hahaha...ermmm dan juga hangatkan cinta dng si dia hahaha...oklah la habiz topic tng azan baru hehe boring la tulis tng tu je =)

Yesterday was hari yg bermakna 28/12/08...Ya 28dec 07 the day i meet my boyfie..hehe at first i was damn susah to accept him yelah..aru je putus cinta kan??jus 4 week after the break up he say nk "bercouple" dng mi OMG gila ke mamat ni??but after fikir masak2 for few days i accept hehehe.So for sape2 yg selalu d kecawa kan dun worrie sure there sumone for you trust mi...CEEEHH kasi perangsang npk hahaha..watever okay its fact ok.. Okay2 bck to blog for your guys info kita tak celebrate..ya tk celebrate so sad kan??he always bz keja and i also the same haiz..at first i decided to hav cable car sky dinning while eating enjoying the view top of mont faber..romantic kan?? but my boyfie say not now sum other time cuz dia bz sgt..haizz hamper..but dia janji not hari istimewa nie but ani time we can go..Oooohzz i looking foward honey can't wait.. love my bie! im grateful to hav you in my life happi 1 yr annivesary

p/s:ermmmm..my mom comming bck frm her longggggg.... holiday trip frm GERMENY..ermmmm ada buah tangan tak huhuhu can't wait to get sumting frm her

buzy,buzy,buzy

2008-12-25T05:08:00.000-08:00

I know! I know! i been neglecting my blog Its been too long since I last blogged.Apologies been too buzy damn buzy since i start werk =D I'm super tired taw. bangun seawal 9pagi and reach there at 10.30pagi and balik pukul 9mlm Kepenatan gile woo ni rutin aku cam usual la..... but lucky sat n sun balik 7.30pm and 7pm blh meet up my boyfie..miss my boyfie so much la.. hehehe.. ea I miss blogging

My new werk place was Okay, but i'm pissed off with my collage mcm s***..isssk sory for the hash word..bangang gila dng dia taw..as you guys know industry keja ni mesti ada politic isssk......sum pple think they r great even thought they r not.. back off a**h*** sory again for the hash word..buang masa je taking abt them

ermmm lets talk abt today..i went to my boss condo my boss throw a party best gila..dah dua kali she throw a party..barber q mkn2 kenyang gila woo hehehe and the best part every party dia buat mesti ada game btw today was funnnn..but i did't take photo nxt time if she throw a party again ya =)

Oh,oh last sat... was damn funny i kacau2 my boyfie hehehe damn jahat hehehe..im using diffrence chip,prepit card..and sms him saying nk berkenalan so i keep irritated,annoyed him he reply at first i was scared dia melayan ..bt so far so gd dia tak layan alhamdullah.. i hope kita macam gini je hehehe..than he was begin fucking bingit haha..i keep kacau2 dia dua hari berturut2 hahaha..tkder keja..jus wanna test him jauh mana dia blh bertahan damn jahat kan hehehe.. cyg so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet sgt...LOVEEE YOU CYGGGG!!

P/S:sampai skg dia tak tau i kacau dia hehehe,test him to see kesetian nya

Im backkk!!

2008-11-11T09:56:00.000-08:00

hola readers...

Im bck writing my blog haha..Sory been neglecting my blog ,been too buzy damn buzy since i start werk =D

I jus upload playlist into my blog sedap kan lagu tu?? i lokee.... dun get mi wrong im not in a mood jiwang or dlm kecawaan..im happy wif my luv one right now hehehe..jus tat i luv tis song,i keep dng non-stop i tel you guys haha =D

Okay kali nie entry,masih lagi i wanna write tng ASHRAF SINCLAIR & BUNGA CITRA LESTARI..I was excited abt their wedding & nk sgt2 tgk gambar2 majlis resepsi mereka,so when i balik keja cepat2 on laptop & surf the net..Bash in the wonderful WEDDING CEREMONY of ASHRAF SINCLAIR and BUNGA CINTA LESTARI

So these are sum of their pic tat i took at the net so enjoy =)

ASHRAF mahu membina keluarga bahagia bersama Bunga.

WoW izzit they look great??

While i was viewing their pic i saw related article than i saw tis kids..i was curious and wanted to know who was this kids so i view & you guys wanna know who???

BUNGA CINTA LESTARI WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG

ASHRAFF SINCLAIR WHEN HE WAS YOUNG

p/s:isn't they look cute when they were young??
hopes perkhawinan mereka kekal jng jadi separuh artis khawin cerai
tak sabar tgk baby diorg,baby nanti secantik mama dia dan papa dia.
hope perkhawinan mereka kekal hingga ahir hayat =)

artis kahwin tahun ini...

2008-11-01T08:56:00.000-07:00

Hola reads..

Yang i janji2 kan entery kali ini tng artis kawin tahun ini..

JENG JENG JENG,tak lain tak bukan ASHRAF SINCLAIR & bUNGA CITRA LESTARI,mungkin smua da tahu kan??but this is my blog sesukati la nk tulis apa hahaha..Pelakon dan pengacara kacak Ashraf Sinclair, 30, bakal menikahi kekasihnya yang juga artis terkenal Indonesia, Bunga Citra Lestari, 25, pada 8 November ini, selepas lebih setahun menyulam cinta...WoW..Pengumuman itu dilakukan pasangan sama cantik sama padan itu..mesti baby nanti secantik mama dia dan papa dia haha..majlis persandingan bakal mempelai akan diadakan di hotel terkemuka di Senayan, Jakarta iaitu sehari selepas pernikahan.Diikuti, majlis resepsi sebelah pihak lelaki yang diadakan di sebuah hotel di Subang Jaya, pertengahan November...

Wow mesti ..ashraf kelihatan segak kacak dalam ber-pakaian baju pengantian,dan bunga npk anggun..Ermm mesti you guys ter-tanya2 nape i took tat pic(ashraf &bunga) bab frm all of the pic yg i see at the web site..tat pic i like most..diaorg npk sepadan la..& npk so romatic =)

HuH..ada lagi satu artis khawin pada tahun nie..tak lain tak bukan..Mawi, 27, yang akan bernikah dengan Ekin, 29, pada 20 Disember,Kenduri pengantin lelaki diadakan di Dewan Felda Taib Andak pada Ahad 28 Disember, manakala resepsi istimewa berlangsung di Palace Of The Golden Horses pada 11 Januari..Mawi ,melamar Ekin menerusi telefon ketika di berada di Syria..Wow hanya pelamar menerusi telefon??mungkin bila ekin mendengar suara mawi terus dia menerima melamar mawi tu hahah

p/s:Bayangkan anda melangkah masuk ke dalam dewan yg dihias indah bak sebuah istana impian..lampu2 kristal dihias indah bak sebuah istana.lampu2 kristal berkelipan dek cahaya mentari yg menyinar menghiasi ruangan atas dewan.kain2 rentang keemasan yg melambai-lambai pula membalut setiap tembok d dalam dewan tersebut...Ini lah yg saya pilih tema istana atau royal hahaha..berangan plak aq ni hahaha =)

Im backkk!!

2008-10-20T02:23:00.000-07:00

hola readers..

Im bck writing my blog haha.. nothing much had happened, lately bz werking, I'm tired gila taw. Fucking tired laa..

ohz yea,you guys hav seen my blogskin ...i hav change my blogskin.Its simple tapi cantik kan haha =) i edit again & again nak npk cantik kan? Actually i baru jinak2 edit2 gambar haha..dun laughed at mi okay?? I edit my pic kai fotobucket.com. but i saw sum of my frend edit gambar lawa ARRR FUYOOO DAMN CANTIK..hahaha so i ask them for their web site so skg i will try picnik.com,and i hav found sum website FREE ONLIE IMAGE EDITORS..WOW!!bestnya blh try edit my pic try lain2 nya website image editor haha..

Okay now while im writing tis blog waiting for my cyg to come..for what?? okay let me tel u this.. cerita dia bergini..tadi pagi bagun je pagi after my sis wake mi up frm my peaceful sleep,terus terbagun tak blh tdo..than i cal my cyg n i was like"morning cyg da mkn dah? then he was like blum la ayg, kalau ayg blh masakan ok juga..than i kata im going out for interview da janji dng kwn pon..than he was like "Ler blh la ayg,isskk sebuk la bila org masak suruh ambik malas bila org bz last minute baru nk org masak kan,than nk ambik hati dia i say oklah..mandi smua than cepat2 i cook for him "SAMBAL TUMIS TELUR" than do usual rutin kemas rumah semua dah mcm suri rumah plak haha

oklay contiune later..i wanna write abt this artis my fav artis sama lawa sama cantik..you guys wanna know who? tggu lah im writing after this ok =)

Tentang kita

2008-10-15T04:56:00.000-07:00

Tentang kita...

Hola readers..

Sory for not been updating lately,Well actually been too busy,letih banget..Okay, I just came back from seeing my bf its was was fun gile met my bf.its was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. :)

Then, we catch a movie utk mengisi masa bersama,Awww so sweet kan hehe.Ohz guys u know wat happend otw nk g tgk movie my kasut plak buat perangai issshh geram betol la tapak kasut nk tertanggal tapi tk arr obsessed sgt,than my bf was like "ayg bsk nk keja kan why not cyg belikan kasut,so sweet of him than i went "tkpaya lah cyg buang duit cyg,i dun one him to spent his money for mi,gf baik kata kan haha

So later at night, we went to singapore flyer,Pastu dia bagi duit. Duit utk simpanan masa depan kita katenya. I was like, "ayang apa nie?He went, "ayg nie utk masa depan kita remember cyg janji nk simpan duit gaji cyg dan buka account baru utk masa depan kita,issh malu bercampur happy haha..he still remember his perjanjian luv u CYG..

Then he sent me home. Again he talked & laugh,i luv the moment we spent time together,Ohz ya guys i did't tel you guys i got new job,part time weeeee!!da 4 days berkerja,& besok keja till tis sat.nanti dpt gaji ayg belanja cyg ae??

Oh, I'm going to werk tomorrow kena bagun awal.i continue if i free ok =)

2008-10-07T09:51:00.000-07:00

@ndy myspace frend(sempat ajuk time nk alik)

Thanxs for comming to my open hse(org jb niee)

DONE,
so yeah.i guess thats all for now

Our open hse

2008-10-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

OUR OPEN HSE

hola reades..

finally..at last on 4 OCT, our open hse was held at my family condo,i had so much funnnn. :D met all my relatives there.it was really nice to see all of them wearing baju kurung & melayu.sungguh best jumpe mereka aww.bergelak gossip2 :)gamba gamba..so. i met all my pri sch classmate,i didn't see them for a very longggggggg time. windu gila kt korang haha

Ohz ya than i remember i told you guys i jemput my myspace friend kan?? you know wat? yg dtg hanya myspace frend je haiz..iez & joe my sis myspace frend tk dpt dtg hampa :(( ,last minute joe kata he did't book tiket jus asking je,so dia harapkan kwn bt den tat day too full reseverstion haiz..

ohh.guys, you know wat happend?? its was at 12am+ i waited for this mamat2 dtg la..than my bf came to my hse balik frm werk jus bcoz nk tolong kemas2 baber Q pit..how sweet of him,thanxs dear..haha ok2 bck my my story.dah tu lepas mkn, kemas2,mandi semua then he say he wants to went back.. my mom sempat kasi kuah raya n duit raya lagi,isssk dpt duit raya lagi haha..so i hatar dia kt bus-stop,as usual he gave me kiss before naik bus AWW..SO SWEET OF YOU malu la haha..aniway i went bck terus mandi,badan pon da meleket haha..than keluar je dri bilik mandi my mom say my frend frm JB da dtg huh??OMG rupa2 nya mamat tu dtg juga..you know sape mamat tu? his my myspace frend yg i tggu2..at last you make it juga..sebaik masih ada nasi lagi,im tired bab satu hari layan tetamu,but layan juga dia org jauh kan??as usual we talk, laught,sungguh best jumpe dia aww.bergelak,paling best when dia kacau2 my nenek,when she start taking non stop..haha (best la hope we can meet ofen)

PAGI RAYA..

2008-10-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

PAGI RAYA...

yeaaaa...finally. upload jugak gamba :)) these are some pics that was taken on first day raya. wif my cyg

D pagi raya lepas sembayang raya

candid(teringat daku d halaman kampong haha)

DONE,

so yeah.i guess thats all for now.

2008-10-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

Get Hari Raya Graphics Here

Hola readers..

Today was great. :) Had so much fun.So, I woke up at 6+..Then my bf cal mi "morning ayg,ayg da bagun da"?chumell kan haha..so i said da bagun da..padahal masih kt katil lagi haha..

Then my bf texted me,saying that he wanted to come to my place. So then, cepat cepat mandi semua.Actually we wanted to sembayang at masjid sultan but we were late so we took taxi to masjid maydin.Reached masjid maydin we do our solat raya, after solat raya mcm biasa my plan ask my bf to come over to my place.Reached my place, my mom & dad was there waiting for us, than mi siap2 juada raya than ask my bf to eat.Then my bf talked to my mom for awhile,talked, laughed,than suddenly dia keluar tis topic..he say he wanted to went bck to kampung hari raya haji & nk bawa mi sekali haha berani kan?lucky my mom gave positive answer =)

Than after dia mkn, & tgk tv sekejap, my mom TAPAU lagi kuah2 raya2 & eh,eh dpt DUIT RAYA isskk da besar dpt duit raya haha... baik kan my mom =)Than he say he wanted to teman mi to the salon.Otw to the salon he cal his adek din.So yeah, I met his adek Din. ;) Not bad la. Cumell.chumell his only 17 tapi pandai bergaya=) so than my bf say he gtg nk lepak2 wif his adek & frends.he was like, "Bye". Then I went, "Bye".Than after went bck frm salon siap2 g umah my nenek & atok,my nenek2 &atok bukan duduk serumah they divorce already so first i went north side of singapore than travel to west side of singapore penat kan SIGN.. .Today is tiring. penat gile . I feel like sleeping the whole day...oklah gtg ni mata pon da ngantok ni byeee

2008-09-30T10:47:00.000-07:00

Hola readers..

Hey people. I woke up at 5am the moment i woke up my mom suruh g pasar teman my dad beli brg2 utk masak utk mlm tadi haiz..Actually i was too lazy to blog .eh, not lazy. tired.damn tired...i reached home at 7.05am.SIGH

So balik je terus panjat katil haha penat gila..lazing around on the bed terus ter-lelap haha.The moment i woke up my mum was damn bising la. asked me to do this and tat,So me being anak yg baik terus la bagun walaupon hati tidak rela nk bagun haha.. mcm biase buat keje rumah semua. . put on cushion covers, vicium the whole house kemas bit here & there..time da berlalu sedar tk sedar da nk buka,after buka sambung letak new carpet, isi kuah raya dan byk lagi lah..

esok raye.will be going to masjid sultan solat raya wif my luv one haha can't wait for tomorrow tak sabar gile! ,cyg mesti npk chumell bsk dng baju melayu,nanti ayg ambik pic cyg ea haha..than my cyg ask mi to cal his adek2,tanya nk solat raya tk sama2 than lepas tu g my hse,mkn juadah raya.so dng rela hati i cal adek2 dia the first adek i talk on the fon talkative gile dia,But it was fun la dia blh ajak bual2 we talk and laught best gila bual2 dng dia then i cal Din adek no 3 he was like keako cikit bual2 mayb tk biasa coz usually i always talk wif his second lil bro. Okaylah I'm off to bed now Zzzzz...

2008-09-24T22:28:00.000-07:00

Hola readers

Genap seminggu nk raya,persiapan raya kali ni??so far jus kemas2 rumah,bilik,kena pasang langsir penat lol..Spent almost the whole day at home. Tired.but still im enjoying myself haha..So plan kali nie utk raya jembut all my frends and family to my open hse its on saturday..so all my frend tak blh la korang kasi asalan tk blh dtg huh? haha..

Can't wait to met all my relatives and friends.it was really nice to see all of them wearing baju kurung & melayu nanti..So i plan to jemput my lost pri sch frend yg da lama menghilang haha.. for a very longggggggg time never see them,windu gila kt korang hahaha..oh ya n nt forget my sec sch classmate of course.. & sum of my MYSPACE friend,ya MYSPACE frends..i and my sis hav few of them yg their parents either their mom or dad org spore and malaysian.bt berhijarah ke jb,K.L..so i jembut diaorg dtg haha..So im looking foward for their kedatangan so JO,IEZ & FEN haha tak taw ur nama betol la so sorrie if i write fen haha..can't wait to take pic of them haha..nanti nxt post i letak pic korang ea hehe..

So I didn't blog yesterday because I was very tired la. met my BF yesterday... kata dia nk beli baju melayu tapi last2 tk jadi..nk bajet duit so OPEN HSE nanti dia pakai baju melayu yg d jahit oleh kak2 dia ..da 3tahun dia pakai..sampai koyak rabak tapi butang chomsam di tu je..koyak so he plan nk jahit balik je.So yesterday night at usual had another argument with my bf. . but luckly he he gave positive response. dia dah tk mara2 lagi..Tgk dia tu mcm so stress sgt kalau jumpa je dia buat muka moody,i know dia ada tanggung jawp besar,his parents need him to suport his family,his whole family keja cri duit bt still nt enuf,sebaik dia ada ramai sibilings dan semuanya lelaki,so all of his his sibilings pergi merantau,or follow his dad pergi luar banda keja wif his dad kecian tgk nasip diorg..Wat make me tersentuh wen he ask "pernah tak ayg jauh dri keluarga?rasa windu kt keluara amat terasa bila nk hari raya nanti..da 5 tahun tk raya dng diorg terstuh bila dng..so i pujuk dia kata mummy n baba i pon mummy dan baba u juga..dia diam je..tapi dlm hati i know how he feel..no matter wat but, I still loveeeee u cyg..dia diam saje.mcm he think of sunthing haiz.. than he asked me to go back since he's working tommorow,so i jus yeakan..kalau pon hakikat nya i masih nk jln2 lagi wif him..i understand his condition.. Before i went back,. ada nenek2 ni la dengan satu bdk lelaki ni his age dlm 11yr old i tot its was her cucu..poor thing dia angkat byk brg..so dia ngadu dia penat gila..and ask her anak beli kan air, she cal her "nak beli kt mak air?sempati juga la tgk nenek2 ni tapi nape dia panggil mak?arr nvm la malas nk kepo..mana anak2 dia yg lain?tak kan nenek2 ni jln2 dng anak dia ni je?.. than dtg hamba allah ni dunno apa yg diorg cakap..coz i did't concentrade sebuk main PSP my bf haha sempat je..than lepas hamba allah to pergi,nenek ni pon cita la dng cina ni sape org tua tadi yg mintak duit tu..blah,blh, blh than tiba2 cina tu tanya tu cucu nenek tu ke?than nenek tu jawap la ya huh? i was shock sekali lagi.. than nenek tu kata dia jaga bdk tu dri baby sampai skg bt skg her mom nk kan dia balik.than tiba2 bdk tu interub yg mom dia da mati..than i know the whole story..kecian tgk nasib2 org..So the history of the story for mi & especilly my guy... selagi kita ada org tua kita kena hargai org tua kita,kalau skg my guy susah payah cri duit for his parents tapi ada berkatnya nya..berbaloi nanti..insyallah,amin

2008-09-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

Halo reader..

Ohz the agument wif my bf yesterday was ok. kisah pergaduhan kami sudah settle. I don't know why I was being super sensitive. Haiz... I shouldn't act that way we rarely see each other,coz he's working , we didn't have much time together. So I should appreciate every moment that we have together kan? But yea,. me being my typical self, merajuk mengada la semua. I cal him & let out everything. He replied. & thank GOD, at last he angkat my cal.. Emosi sgt..issh.. menyampah je bile hidup ni main2 dgn jiwa. menyampah gile la!!

Aniway today, I changed my hairstyle for hari raya..so awal kan dah g salon haha.. So today hari raya will be the same like last year HAIR EXTANTION,today i juz rebond..next week than colour & do the extantion hahaha..Than my hp rang and its was my guy..kalang kabut di buat nya bila i nampak dia cal hahaha.. Then we talked and laughed as usual,It was fun la sebab we haven't talked on the phone quit lama bcoz of tat day argument than he was like ayg syg blum beli baju melayu lagi ni..ingatkan nk beli..stright away i interub his conversation..than i went "Biar ayg beli kan cyg baju melayu utk syg colour apa cyg nk? than he say colour unggu..he so comel when his suara manja hahaha..Gaduh a bit here & there. But, I still loveeeee him
oklah mata da ngantok ni gtg la byeeee

2008-09-17T10:59:00.000-07:00

Hola readers..

I'm not in a good mood to blog right now, because I'm worried about something.i had some argument with the bf,ya my bf ,i hate when my............. arrr..u gals should know what i mean, for guys takpaya sebuk nak tahu hahaha ok,ok bck to my blog . i bet u know how am i feeling rite now..MOOD SWING, i HATE when i got this feeling.My bf was diffrence when i cal him that day, than mula lah me fikir yg bukan2,apa nya tidak he is not like what he is , he seem not to b interested talking to me now a days.mayb he tired of over werk...He changes a lot , i knows guys wants space for them self,but i gave what they one. But sumthing i wants to talk with sumone...its not the same when you talks with ur luv one .You guys should know wat i mean..Sumtime i hav tis strange feeling tat he will leave me one day..too emotional i guess..I'm sorry for everythinggggg. ..
The next day dia called jus to say "buat apa"? & "dah buka"Then he went, "Bye".itu jer..when i cal him yesterday he seems like no mood..only gods knows how i feel rite now..I wish I could SCREAM now. I hate this. I fucking hate this.

And now when i was blogging this entery, i was like abt to cry, sob-sob.. i hope im strong enuff to face all this, i guess its normal in a relationship.. as long as i have a guy who doesn't beat the shit out of me, im happy wit it.. As i say in my previous entery ..Di bulan yg mulia ni byk dugaan dan cabaran mcm2masala berlaku,but i hav to be strong enough to hadapi dugaa ni

2008-09-13T11:15:00.000-07:00

Hola reader..

At last i'm relive frm stress (",)Actually, I'm fucking pissed off with my adek2 sedara damn fucking annoying with them..seriously cannot tahan with this kind of kid,,even my own adek serada sendiri..Ade she took my sis IC??ya identity card??arrrh..Than my sis hav to took her exam..on that day.. we search for her ic but still can't fine so my mum was damn bising la..arrh..at last my sis the one yg kena mara sebaik ada passport at last she can took her exam..Than yesterday nite my adek sedara came here bab nak hantar my another adek sedara n her mum to the airport ..than she gave bck my sis ic..arrrh geram gila when i know she's the one who took my sis ic..than my mum jus ask her to say sorry???sorry je?never get scolding frm my mum??Nak je sepak terajang dia arrh..BENCI!!!

Okay moving on..yesterday we went to sentosa actually mcm malas nk teman my aunt aku benciii..malas nk teman my adek2 sedara..Arrh but hav to..my mum pujuk me and say if takder org teman sape nk jaga bdk2 tu??arrhh mampos dng diorg.. sorry for my language. im fucking pissed off. So, agak logic alasan tu.. aku iyekan aje lah la.. tapi dlm hati......than snapshot was on it was fun then, ambik sana sini haha than again tat #@! kacau2 mi and my sis arrh mcm nk sepak terajang diaorg je than diaorg kena mara frm my mum and my aunt padam muka..aku bukan nya bdk2 nk padan kan diorg but their attiude mcm #@! issh like no manner..

Then my bf cal me. Saying kat mana..so i told him tat i was dlm train going bck hm..than i told him wat has happend..i told him i bukan nya bdk2 nk dendam2..bt theit attituda was like #@! than he was like Ohzz teruk sgt ke perangai diorg tu than he ask me to sabar je so i don't want to wasting my time taking abt them so we move on talking abt sumthing else..but our conversation was short bab he hav to msk keja.. so we end our conversation as usual he gav me a kiss..isss..malu la hahaha..So today im happy at home no more stress all of them went bck to their house masing2 (",)

p/s:Di bulan yg mulia ni byk dugaan dan cabaran mcm2masala berlaku,but i hav to be strong enough to hadapi dugaa ni

2008-09-09T06:21:00.000-07:00

hola reader..

Apologies for that Been too lazy to blog. seriously don't know what to blog abt haiz, haha..since today and yesterday,nothing special happened...

Seminggu sudah kita berpuasa and im doing the same thing over and over again kemas rumah-masak-tidur so bored lol.. but paling best sekali dapat sembayang jemaa setiap subuh dng adek2 sedara yg baik2 hahaha.. Oh ya, my bf told me that this year dia celebrate raya di sini(spore) horee best kan?can't wait to ber-raya sama2.. baju sedondon hahaha..but next year dia plan to raya kt kampong..my bf said we're going to raya together.issh.. takpernah ku beraya di kampong..BESTNYA...So tadi time buka me da sebuk2 rancang with my mom to fly to sarawak so hopefully dpt la..plssss mum

Oh okay i went to someone's blogspot page just now..my auntie..issk kalau nk panggil aunty malu plak kan coz she 3 years younger..hehehe tapi after all she still my aunty hahaha..When i read her nenek sent to hospital again rasa sedih sgt2 even thought i tak rapat sgt to her mother sides..teringat my nenek sebelah my dad sides..sumtime i wish she still here ..haizz..aniway I wish that her nenek will get better. Amin.

2008-09-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

hola readers

Seperti biasa tingalkan blog seketika sukehati lamanye hehe..
sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ni dah berbincang dengan my bf untuk mengurangkan aktiviti2 berjumpa hahaha..mcm betol je aku nie hehe..

Semalam ku ditinggal oleh my bf sob2 hehe.. he went to JB with his frend best kan?? but i can't tag along wif him haiz..i was like cyg ayg ikot boleh tak? Than he was like " Hrmm..Okay tapi ayg sekolah kan bsk?? So npk nya ayg tak boleh ikot la..haiz so npk nya kesendirian di rumah bersama my adek2 sedara yg baik2. Esh, sibuk je.So i plan to mit up my frend after class..

After finished my class, I went to Geylang serai. =) Woo geylang serai bazar,bazar yg happening bila bulan rahmadan nie hehe,than i mit up my frend, Then, we talked and laughed like usual utk mengisi masa time buka..than i recive sms frm my mom utk berbuka2 bersama2..than i was like oklah gtg la..Then she went, "Bye". oklah byee..take care ya dear..so i went off tingaal kan dia =(

So i mit up my mom than we Q for food..suddenly my bf text messaged me & tell me that he wanna meet I was damn excited to meet him so i sms-ing him bck saying ok..After we finished our food than my mom was like "errk.. ma harus ke office bab ada kerja cikit,huh? keja apa mlm2 gini?maybe she have to settle her werk bz betol my mom ni hehe

So my bf went there by MRT. He meet me up at Geylang serai market,We talked while we're eating. We talked about so many things abt how his day at JB..Then my bf ajak pegi ke bazar before head home..kalau singgah ke geylang mesti ke bazar..memang harus hahaha
than he hantar me to the bus stop..than he went "bye cyg than he gave me a kiss Haha. I like that moment. :) I feel like we're so close

oklah tats all for now..aniway best sgt & stress sgt dapat berbuka & bersahur with my adek2 sedara yg baik2 belaka haha

2008-08-28T11:39:00.000-07:00

hola reader..

Im back, after 3 days " unblogging hehehe..since today and yesterday,nothing special happened, Been doing the same thing over and over again.mcm biase buat keje rumah semua,but guess what? today i cook "Ayam tandoori "sedap lol hehehe puji masakan sendiri,but my aunt my my mom says sedap so must be sedap lol hahaha...

Spent almost the whole day at home,Online je..actually my sis planning to write a novel nak jadi penulis kata kan hahaha,novel cinta..but its a truth story..kalau u guys baca confirm u guys burst into tears hahaha..Okalah let me tel u guys a lil bit tentang the novel tat my sis wants to write ok here its goes..

This is the saddest romance novel..its based on the true story..Its about mesir girl who is in loved with a law student tat styding in university in mesir., diaorg jatuh cinta dalam alam cyber and that mesir girl menghidapi tumor,so one day diaorg ada conflict the law student left her without any news..so sepanjang penderitaan tat mesir girl, she got to know this guy also taking syriah law..and diorg jadi couple..sepanjang hayat dia his new bf always with her until she hembus nafas yng terahir ..

Ok why my sis wants to write her love story??
Bcoz my sis tak dapat tunai kan permintaan dia yg terahir

Where does my sis know her??
Dari myspace

when does she meninggal??
MAY 02 2008

Apa related my sis and the story?
kwn rapat,org yg selalu bagi semangat bila my sis dlm kesusahan and kwn pada the law student

Thats all info i can te you guys..sory guys can't tel u guys more abt her coz takot her parents tersinggung and org2 yg related wif her..So now my sis tgh siasat ttng her past story..so hope her novel dpt buat habis

*my sis and me selalu sedekangkan al-fatiha for you..miz u lot frm my sis isyah

2008-08-25T03:36:00.000-07:00

hola reader..

I know! I know! Its been too long since I last blogged.Apologies for that Been too busy. Well actually I'm not that busy la..Yesterday ada kendarat, I'm super tired. bangun seawal 7pagi and reach there at 10.30pagi and do the kendarat stuff till 6.45ptg Kepenatan gile woo.Okay,i'm pissed off with makcik2 sana being soooooooooo fucking annoying Arrrh very frusted. they was like "eh,eh saya blum dpt lagi bunga telor nie mana saya punya nie?? and other one "eh.. dari tadi saya duduk tau mana bunga telor saya nie? Arrr..byk org keluar,masuk what do u expect? Spent almost the whole day at my frend sis's wedding..What a tiring day..but still im enjoing myself =)

Okay last saturday,bagun seawal 5pagi had my breakfast and head to the airport fetching my aunt, after my aunt and her son keluar frm the departure area OMG my sepupu still look like his in pri sch hahaha Cumel cumel..he alrady 13yr old wow so fast huh.. So my aunt an uncle talked about hows his sch,they talk alots of things.. so mcm malas nak masuk campur..very Tired and sleepy kalau boleh nk balik cepat and terus tdo balik hahaha..Then we head to tha limo counter to make reservation sebab we are not taking taxi sebab there is 9 of us.. Sampai je rumah terus tdo Eh, ngantukla
ok,ok sambung bsk je dun know wat else to blog,So, continue nanti je ah Okays.

h@ng out wif Cyg

2008-08-21T05:37:00.000-07:00

cyg kepenatan kecian dia

Cyg with Ronal McDonal

Me @ bikini bay

Me!!

Cyg & me!!

Nyum,nyum mng sedap!!

Candid.(time Q for KFC)

Hola reader..

Sory..been updating lately, yesterday was damn tired, Spent almost the

whole day at wild-wild wet wif my cyg, he picked me at my place & we

took bus to wild-wid wet.. than when we reach to pasir ris interchange we

took fedder bus..ingatkan jauh la..padahal satu bus stop je haiz buang

buit je..my bf complained keep compain kalau dah tahu tak paya nk

buang duit bus..buang duit je. OMG, bising gile dia. Nonstop.. Complain

complain complain.

Snapshots were on! best gila arr..it was cool then, ambik sana sini . haha.

tapi last2 only cikit pic je that i choose coz..npk je dlm hp camere je ok..bt

bila print out kat photo shop damn BUROK hahaha..than,we pay for the

enternce..ONLY $16.40 je,igatkan mahal..issk if i know la.. tak la save

byk2..actually i saw tis baju damn lawa,but sebab2 tertentu i have to save

a lil bit lebih cikit hehehe.. ok-ok back the story.. so we went in..first we

all cari locker to put our things.. than i saw this cute guy. hehehe,he was

looking at me. he was like..can i help you?than went my bf answer in

english than he was like. "ohz nk cri locker ae?OMG rupa2nya dia org

melayu..he look like Chinese boy..damn cute hehehe.. thenn, the best

partt...my cyg ajak main THE BIG SPLASH SLIDE..seram woo,bt i gave

a shot nk tujuk berani katakan hahaha..tapi bila naik my heart beat was

so fast.. hahaha.Than we all main lazy pool tu okalah kan pusing2 je..than

again my guy nk tujuk keberanian dia tapi heran nya mesti dia nk drag

mi along.. i ni dah lah jenis takot hight..tis is very funny..i Q juga coz tak

nak kecewekan my guy..tapi bila da naik,i was like "Eh..eh ayg takpe la

cyg je yg naik" than got tis guy tu gelak2 went i turun dari boya besar tu

eh,eh aku nya pasal la kan gelak2 plak hehehe.then we went to KFC

lapaaaaaaa gila woo tu yg sembat snapshot my cyg time he Q hahaha(u

look chumel. sgt syg)hahaha.Kepenatan gile woo, oklah tats all for now

bsk sambung je la byeeee!!

2008-08-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

hola reader..

No mood utk berblog , seriously don't know what to blog abt haiz, ..today as usual routine la,i went to college today. Remember i told u all abt assignment creation of our own hairstyle? im pissed off just now Arrr..dun need to know la. Apa lagi kalau bukan pasal assigment tu Arrrr..

Tomorrow will b the best day Opss i mean today dah pukul 12 kan hahaha..apa2 je aku ni hahaha.. can't wait for the day hehehe, i was damn semangat to prepare the brg2 to wild-wild wet tomorrow. I text my cyg jus to remember him dah 2,3 kali sms-ing him hehehe gangu dia je. Tomorrow my cyg will meet mi at my house can't wait to see you cyggg.. ok,ok i hav to sleep awal,bsk hav to bagun awal So, continue bsk je ah okays =)

p/s:akan di post pic di next blog yg akan saya tulis nanti hehehe..

2008-08-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

hola reader..

Finally im back writing my blog,just had my late dinner ..roti john & 100 pluse, nyum nyum mmg sedap!!!I'm full eeep hahaha =)

Dun ask me why i just c'ome bck frm dinner lambat,hahaha actually hujan lebat gile woo, kita stuck d tng2 hujan..sebaik kita g mkn tk jauh dri rumah.kalau tidak balik mesti basah satu badan hahaha

Actually im pissed off wif my sis.. i say already that i want to use the laptop went i reach home,than dia sebuk je nk pakai juga,Eeeeeee gram nya sibuk je...

Im counting the days me & bf going to wild-wid wet..can't wait for the day to come,lagi 2 more days.. Eeeeeeee best nya,

sebelum pergi mkn tadi i cal my cyg..tapi mestiii tak angkat haiz..kalau tak tdo mati atau pon tak dng hahaha..dlm pejalan i recive his cal..tiba2 he was like "ayang cyg amik cuti niari ok? huh? i was blur at first?abiz how was our plan tis rabu ni? tak jadi ker?"Ayg tak fhm2 ker masuk cyg ni? masuk cyg rabu ni jadi la..cyg kan keja mlm so kita keluar tengahari,mlm cyg g keja,niari ayg penat la, niari ayg nk amik cuti.Eeee malu nya,.than i was like errrk..oh,oh ok,Then we talked like usual,than i told him that skg i kt luar.otw nk g mkn kt gerai mama,than he was like oh..answer dia assik ok je.than he stop mi frm the convesation,Err ayg kt ana nie??i was like huh? kt ana?tu lah cyg kalau ayg bual-bual tadi main ohz ya je haiz..than he say he was tired tadi,haiz kalau dah tired jng la bual2 but i understand his condition..understanding katakan hahaha,oklah la thats all for now sambung besok byeeee

2008-08-18T03:48:00.000-07:00

hola reader..

Damn bored today seriously don't know what to blog , i don't know what to blog about haiz.. im waiting for breaking my fast,today i puasa la hehehe kadak puasa hehehe..eh..eh gtg nie,im going out now agak pendek blog i eh?So, nnt la update. Lapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. . =)

2008-08-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

hola reader..

Today bangun seawal 11tengah hari hahaha..pagi betol hahaha.sebab semlm tido selewat jam 5pagi haiz..sebab tulis blog,blogging mmg mengaddicted laa hahaha. Pagi ni mcm biase buat keje rumah bt niari bukan normal routine,today buat spring cleaning..IMAGINE kemas satu rumah??..dah mcm nk raya plak,the whole day cleaning the house,tapi my mom kata nanti kalau dah nk raya tak paya nk kemas2 sgt, & buang brg2 yg tak pakai,so that our room tk lah cramp sgt . So, agak logic alasan tu.. aku iyekan aje lah la..hahaha

What a tiring day.after kemas,satu rumah kepenatan gile tau..haiz so nk hilangkan ke-penatan tu,my sis & me went for swimming lol..actually me & my sis mcm malas nk g swimming..tapi time my mom ask me & my sis buang sampah kt luar tu..mcm swimming pool tu manggil2 plak hahaha..after swmming sempat i took pic at my hp camera hahaha..sempat je.. bab nk post kt blog nya pasal hahaha,after swimming i took a hot bath..weh sedap btol hilang kepenatan tu..Tired and sleepy ni..nk tdo nie arrrr..ngantok-nya,So, continue bsk je

2008-08-16T11:50:00.000-07:00

hola reader..

Nothing much happened to me today...opss i mean yesterday,my mom ajak g shopping utk raya beli brg2 utk raya.huh??awalnya??So takda org yg nk teman kan dia..so terpaksa mi & my sis teman kan dia & dng2 makan sana sedap2 so pergi je la hahaha.Semlm satu hari sibuk cari carpet la,alas meja la..sarung bantal la & cupboard for my belik.coz my belik da mcm sarang apa da hahaha..too much thing..issk mcm nk buang je..brg2 yg tak pakai tu..

1st time aku menjejak kaki kat sana.. hahaha, agak besar la IKEA baru kt tempenise tu..sebelum g shopping kita mkn dulu,aku choose poached salmon + coke, & choc pudding,my sis pon n my mom hanya mkn finger food je , almond cake & ciabatta soup bayar $26.50 .. nyum nyum mmg sedap!!!Then balik, as usual taxi stand full la. Isssh.

Tadi i recive cal frm my cyg,he was like "Ayg kt ana?than i say at home, cyg terus tido lepas ni ok?jng asik ol je..issh caring betol dia ni,manje je suara dia hahaha..Okay la.. I'm so sleepy now,my cyg suruh tido ni hahaha gd nite =)

2008-08-15T05:27:00.000-07:00

hola reader..

lets talk abt today..
Nothing much happened to me.. jus usual routine,i went to college today ada briefing abt creation of our own hairstyle.
sOoo stress sgt ada my..trainer ask me to cut n create one hairstyle?? huh??
dlm kepala otak ni no idea at all..OMG,OMG wat im i going to cut??fikirnya-fikir at last i got one haircut..then went the trainer dismiss us,
suddenly..mia ask me hey her frend ask her to join volly ball at east coast beach..but she was like not sure of going or not..Why not? than she say nobody wants to accompany her..i was like hey you know wat sometime its fun u know..mcm nk sibuk2 la hahaha..than she say i nk come along n join them?i say why not..hahaha tats what i wating for her answer hahaha

Yesterday ada tragedi yg berlaku..hahaha
perselisihan faham dgn my cyg..cuma lil bit je,tapi dia yg ngada2 sgt
haiz..i jus told him i wrote blog tng dia..than he was like mara2 gitu..he say dun need to write anithing abt him..i was so angry when he say that..why not i write tentang org yg i sayang?he say tak paya kita nk bangga2 kan what we have konon nk low profile ..ada betolnnya juga wat he say..but still i sengaja buat mara2 hahaha nk dia pujuk..than i receive his cal.."ayang masih mara lagi ea?kalau ayg nk tulis tng cyg kita discuss dulu ae?than dia try pujuk2 me..than i was like dah cair dng pujukan dia tu hahaha..nolah jus that i know dia tak mahu panjang2 kan cerita..i pon tak mahu panjang2 kan cerita only lil bit misunderstanding..so i was like mengala also la

oklah lah tat all for now..Continue later.tomorrow

2008-08-14T01:42:00.000-07:00

hola readers..

today bangun seawal 9pagi..accompany my sis to her werk place..
di novena square,then, waktu lunch kitorg makan YOUNG TAU FU
pilih tu..pilih ni bayar $7 nyum nyum mmg sedap!!!

Than thought of meeting my guy frend..so i sms-ing him..dia plak bz haiz.. kalau nk meet mestiii dia bz, kalau dia nk meet i,i plak bz..hahaha kelaka kan??mungkin da nasip dia tk blh meet me..alaaa kecian dia pape pon i will sms him for the apologize

than i thought of window shopping.. IMAGINE my cyg belum beli2 lagi,seluar mandi..ada ker dia kata "ayang boxer boleh?? arrrr ngada2 nya dia hehehe..arr nvm la kat sana pon blh beli..my sis pon nk alik awal ..dlm bus tiba2 my girfend ajak hang out at dobby gauat..huh??dah dlm bus dah nk sampai pon..ada dia suruh pergi balik sana?? arr malasnya..so me & my sis kasi alasn..bukanya kita tak nk hang out with her..tapi jauh lol..

ok tats all for now..nanti sambung lagi

2008-08-13T00:18:00.001-07:00

hola readers..
Lets talk abt today..
huh.. im now at home doing nothing..damn bored
i wanted to go to my house gym & swimming tapi tkder org teman kan padahal depan umah je hehehe..bt still i want sumone to accompany me haiz..
as usual rutin..kemas rumah,masak haiz..
I didn't want go out the whole day, eating & sms-ing with my bf je ok juga tu hahaha.
Actually pagi-pagi lagi my bf cal n ajak meet..than lepas tu dia kata tk jadi I was a lil bit disappointed but I understand his condition.Then suddenly, he text messaged me,so sory ayg tak dapat meet,jng la mara ea?lain kali je okay?..i like ADUHH. .. so sweet of him coz he dun want end up with misunderstanding...
oklah bck to my story i seriously don't know what to do,tadi i jus get sms from my girlfrend ajak met Arrrh..malasnya nk keluar..okalah lah tats all 4 today

*Oh,oh lupa plak nk bliang..
actually me and my bf plan nk pergi wild-wild wet tis 20th, akan di post pic di next blog yg akan saya tulis nanti hehehe..
yeeepiii..WILD-WILD WET HERE WE COME..

abt the guy that i im in lovee right now

2008-08-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

hola readers..

Everyone have their own relationship..
i mean serious relationship,relationship with a guy.I loveeee my guy sOoo much

he are part of my life..

Let me introduce them to u guys
His name is... naaah nvm nama dia old school la hahaha
pape pon his my cyg..i cal him cyg
lOveee u syg..no matter wat happend i still luv u cygg..
hahaha..jiwang betol ayat aku ni
oklah tat all abt my guy =)

Abt my past..

2008-08-11T00:33:00.000-07:00

hola readers..

Let me tel you abt my past,here it goes..

I have learn what is life,i hav gone throught all the pahit manis dlm kehidupan & i hav mit ALL bitches2 yg nk hancurkan kehidupan org lain

2007 is one of a kind. A story,a history & a memorie tat i can't forget tat happend to my life..

Tis blog i hav also post at my myspace blog ..
Luahan hati

terpulang nk percaya atau tidak..ini bukan cita rekaan..cita benar.......... Smua terjadi dng cepat sekali..mi & my ex sudah pon genap 1 tahun 2bulan..Tapi malang nya hubungan my sis hanya bertahan 1 tahun saja..bila kami dpt berita on the 3sept dia di kena tangkap basah dan dia harus di khawin..apa erti perkorbaan my sis selama ini???on 31 August 07 my sis mit her guy & i mit my guy d jb coz they work there coz their contract werking in spore da habiz.. lagi pon they r malaysian...Mcm baru je kita mit..turus kita dng cita dia kena tanggap basah n kena khawin...smua nya terjadi bila my sis nya guy harus ke jb n keja d sana coz he cannot stay in spore animore..coz his contract keja kt sini da habiz..bt bcoz of my sis dia terpaksa over stay for 6 mth.. dia sanggup buang tikit bas ke jb..than dia kena tangkap n he hav 2 pay $500..so my sis pay for him..coz dia main dng undang2( as u know undang2 spore ketat) dia sanggup bermain dng undang2 dia berkorban utk my sis... dia pernah kata dia hendak berubah smua sikap buruknya.. utk pendak kan cita selepas dia d jb..my sis pula di duga..ader satu mamat nie dia suka sgt kan my sis n dia pernah kata nk msk meminang..tapi my sis tolak cinta dia..kerana di tolak berapa kali dia cuba main kotor..dia SANTAU kan my sis(even thought i x der bukti tapi i know keja dia) Sampai saat ini(oct07) satau i2 blom pulih lagi..tapi ader baik sikit.Bila my sis d rasuk dia akan kata yg bukan2..lagi2 she say BUNUH MY SIS NYA EX ROBBSON she will say tat berulang2 kali..i know mesti keja tat guy coz x der org lagi musuh ngan my sis ex bf..selain dia..tup..tup..tup after our mit on 31 August on 3 sept dia kena tangkap basah pula smua berlaku dng cepat ,aku bukan percaya dng santau tapi da byk bukti yg bahawa the guy yg suka my sis 2 yg buat keja terkutok i2..coz bila my parents baca yassin n minta bukti kan sape yg uat my sis.. my sis mimpi tat guy dan byk lagi la..sampai skg(oct07) my sis mimpi even thought skg dia tidak d rasuk lagi..munkin bulan puasa...arrraggghh... skg ini aku byk fikiran haiz ..thinking abt my sis..nape smua perkorbaan my sis sia2 saje???haiz at last my sis dpt curang dri ex dia..sedang kan dia tahu my sis da byk korbaan utk dia.. lebih dasyak lagi bila santau menimpa my sis all bcoz of him..haiz sampai skg i still can't accept tis thing happend 2 my sis..i want kita bahagia sama2 mcm dulu keluar sama2 mcm dulu..tapi i know it is impossibles bcoz dia sudah di gelar suami org =(

Another blog also i hav post at myspace blog..

Emma who took my sis ex

hey everone A great story to share with u guys abt wat happened all tis while 2 my sis........What goes round comes round itu lah matlamat hidup. Memaksa org bercinta pd kita itu bukan jawapan yg baik & bijak. Maybe she r too young to understand.Bercinta dgn Allah & Pelajaran sekolah buat masa ini lebih baik & tak mengecewakan tanpa paksa memaksa antara satu sama lain.Ma'af I have to repeat and remind SHIMA@EIMA again what happen before.Ingat satu masa dahulu Si Dia itu kekasih kau, dan tanpa belas kesihan daripada dia, sanggup u SHIMA berbohong bahwa u mengandung (which totally tactic a speck of lies utk mengambil hak org)- biasalah bila org dah mabuk cinta dgn hak org dia sanggup cakap merepek. Tidak sedikit pun my sis dapat support from you utk u nasihatkan dia utk balik pd my sis. To me as I say u r too young & terlalu terburu buru dgn cinta yg belum tentu & lagi Lagi secara memaksa. Cara u & ur family treating him pun tidak menunjukkan kematangan sebagai seseorg yg beragama Islam. All of you menunjukkan sebaliknya memalukan org-org Islam. U must understand dia bukan org Islam yet sudah tentu apa yg dia lakukan adalah bukan kematangan secara Islam yg mana u harapkan..dunia ni kecik tk sangka kita bertumu juga...i know he pon der uat mistake & i dun blame u..bt still u can't force him 2 b wif u..i know how u feel..my sis juga pernah kehilang dia bt What goes round comes round..i forgave what u hav done..n i n my sis try 2 pujuk dia kembali di sisi u..

and also berita kecurangan my ex..
I gave everything that I’ve ever had. But why wont he appreciate me?
I just don’t understand. Why when im serious the guys takes advantage? I guess im just too nice. Too sweet. Too pampered to them.
love is the greatest creation of god in human, I just don’t understand why love hurts so much in the end? My heart never stop breaking when im close to someone I care. From what I understand, love is like a battle, when give up, you’ll lose everything..Sometime I feel like I wanna give up everyday. But why give up when u start a new love all over again and end up the same? Its like a horror-merry-go-round. I just cant hate you after all the awful things u did to me to tear my heart apart. Why? Because NOTHING makes me stop loving you.

2008-08-10T22:40:00.000-07:00

hola readers..

babe's here.. btw, thanks to u all bcoz visit my blog.
Kalau u guys nak tahu apa i buat tiap2 hari..u guys boleh lah
langgani blog saya..its also like ma diary..i will share all my details & rahsia kehidupan saya..

Macam2 berita yng saya hantar kan,its filled with everything tat im doing and up to in the day.You get to be there next to me in ma life luka duka,pahit manis all to share with u all